2 Corinthians 12:7-10
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✠ In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit ✠
One of the frustrating things a pastor sometimes has to deal with is when people are going through some trouble in their life, spiritual or mental or physical, and they decide then to just stay away from church and avoid pastoral care or the counsel of fellow Christians. Perhaps it’s because they feel embarrassment or that they’re going to be judged. Perhaps they think that God has let them down somehow. But it’s profoundly sad, because it’s especially in those troubled times when we need the Lord’s help and the Lord’s saving gifts. We tend to flee from God’s presence precisely when we should be running to Him.
It’s helpful for us to remember that the church is exactly the place for people who don’t have it all together. One of my favorite Martin Luther quotes is this one, “May a merciful God preserve me from a Christian Church in which everyone is a saint! I want to be and remain in the little flock of the fainthearted, the feeble and the ailing, who feel and recognize the wretchedness of their sins, who sigh and cry to God incessantly for comfort and help, who believe in the forgiveness of sins.”
To use the language of today’s Epistle, the church is the gathering of those who are weak in themselves and who find their strength in Christ and cling to Him and His words. False prophets will preach that your strength comes from within. They will say that you can achieve your best life now if you just follow the right mental practices and spiritual principles. And of course there may be benefit from some of these things. But the followers of Jesus are not called to a life of glory and self-fulfillment, but to deny themselves and take up His cross. The way Jesus operates is not to avoid affliction and trouble but to go directly through it with you, to bear the cross fully for you as the only way to bring you real life and victory and resurrection. To follow in the way of Christ is to believe, even against what you sometimes feel, that God is at work for your good precisely in weakness and suffering and struggle.

In today’s Epistle the apostle Paul was dealing with the church in Corinth that was in danger of being led astray by success-and-glory preachers. Responding to that threat, Paul says that even though he could boast of revelations and visions from the Lord, that would not be profitable or helpful. Instead he says that he will rather boast in his infirmities and weaknesses, “that the power of Christ may rest upon me,” so that the eyes of everyone may always be focused on Christ and Him crucified.
Paul speaks of one affliction in particular. To keep him from becoming proud and puffed up, he says “a thorn in the flesh was given to me, a messenger of Satan to harass me, to keep me from becoming conceited.” Notice the language that he uses. Even though this thorn in the flesh was a messenger of Satan, yet Paul speaks of this in the language of a gift; this thorn was given to him by the Lord.
That notion can be a bit troubling to ponder, just as Job struggled to understand why God permitted his suffering. But it should also bring us great comfort, too. Even if we can’t understanding why God permits our trouble or affliction, we can trust that there is a good God who is working through it, as it is written, “A father disciplines the son he loves.” In this way even what the devil does to us ends up serving God’s purposes for His called and chosen people. The affliction which Satan tries to tear us down with actually ends up drawing us closer to Christ and the life we have in Him that cannot be taken away.
Now, what was this thorn in the flesh that Paul had? Since it’s described as a messenger of Satan, some have thought of it as some sort of demonic spiritual attack. Possibly. But I would suggest that since Paul speaks of his flesh, this is something he probably experienced as a bodily ailment. He may have suffered from malaria or some other chronic disease. We know for certain from the epistle to the Galatians that Paul had very poor eyesight that he suffered from. But whatever it was, all of this is described as a messenger of Satan.
In the same way, when you are suffering intense stresses or physical problems, it can feel like the devil is sending you a message, trying to slap you around and saying, “Oh, you really think that God cares about you, that He’s with you, that He forgives you? Come on, look at you. Why would He let this happen to you? You should just give up on Him.” When we’re suffering physically or emotionally, that’s the message the devil wants to drive home and lure you to believe.
But notice what actually happens for God’s people in the end. Paul says that this experience moved him to pray and to plead with the Lord. So it is for us. We may say our prayers of thanks when all is going well, but so often complacency sets in, and we forget about the Lord and stray away. And so the Lord makes use of affliction to draw us back to Himself and into His life–not because He wants to do us harm, but because He wants to do us the greatest good. He doesn’t want us to be lost.
And then comes the even harder part about all of this: Paul says that he pleaded with the Lord three times that this thorn in the flesh might depart from him. Three times the apostle begs for this affliction to be taken away. You would think if anyone’s prayer would be answered positively, it would be someone like the Apostle Paul. But our prayers are not answered based on our own merits and worthiness, but on the merits and worthiness of Christ, and the good and gracious will of our heavenly Father. And in this case, that gracious will meant that the answer to Paul’s prayer was a gentle but firm “No.” No, Paul, “My grace is sufficient for you. For my power is made perfect in weakness.” The discipline of that thorn in the flesh would endure for his earthly lifetime. It would be part of the way that Paul was brought to perfect fullness in Christ.
And so it is also for us. We may know in some sense that we need Jesus when we feel like we’re living a good life and things are going well for us. But it’s when our sinfulness is driven home to us to the point that we’re terrified of losing our salvation, it’s when everything in life seems to be falling apart that we learn how desperately we need Jesus, and we cling to Him with all our heart and look to Him to rescue us and deliver us. And to cling to Christ is to be truly strong. For His is real strength that cannot be conquered or overcome. When you finally learn to give up on your own wisdom and good choices and the good stuff you’ve acquired, when you realize that of yourself it’s all just dust in the wind, when you’re nothing, then Jesus is everything. His strength is made perfect for you in weakness.
Remember the apostle Paul, then, when it seems that God isn’t hearing your prayers, that He doesn’t care, or even worse, that He is against you. Remember, that the good and gracious will of our heavenly Father sometimes answers “no” to your prayers. You may not understand why, but like Paul you are given to say “Amen” to His will, trusting that His power truly is made perfect in your weakness.
For after all, isn’t that the heart of what we believe about Christ Himself? His strength was made perfect in His own weakness. His greatest power was not exhibited when He calmed the stormy sea, though that was great and divine power. The greatest force of His might was not shown when He cast out the legion of demons from the Gerasene man, though that was a wonderful example of how He came to rescue and deliver us. Jesus’ ultimate strength was shown when He chose not to use His power in a glorious way, but when He utterly gave up His strength for you at Calvary, when He became completely weak with all of your sins and infirmities and sorrows, when He emptied Himself of His divine glory and power and was broken down completely, losing it all, even His very life. Jesus’ greatest power was shown by using His strength for sacrifice, to redeem you, to win you back, to conquer your enemies, sin and death and the devil. His perfect weakness was perfect strength, perfect power to save.
This, then, is the way of Christ for you. Despairing of yourself in your own weakness, taking refuge in Christ the crucified, you share in His perfect strength and salvation. As people baptized into Christ, you know what it means to find real life by losing your life for His sake. In the foolishness of the Gospel message preached, that weak little seed scattered on the soil, the Lord saves you who believe, you who were created from the dirt. His Word does not return to Him void. The Word made flesh is planted right on your tongues under weak bread and wine, His true body and blood, given and shed for the forgiveness of all your sins, so that you may share in the power of His glorious resurrection on the Last Day. In the strength of these things, we who belong to this insignificant little congregation declare with St. Paul, “When I am weak, then I am strong.”
“My grace is sufficient for you,” Jesus says. In the end, this grace of your Lord Jesus is all that you need. It suffices; it is more than enough. For His grace saves you eternally; and it strengthens you to endure every trouble and affliction and cross that you must yet bear in this fallen earthly life.
The hymn writer Paul Gerhardt said it this way:
When life’s troubles rise to meet me,
Though their weight
May be great,
They will not defeat me.
God, my loving Savior, sends them;
He who knows
All my woes
Knows how best to end them.
God gives me my days of gladness,
And I will
Trust Him still
When He sends me sadness.God is good; His love attends me
Day by day,
Come what may,
Guides me and defends me.
From God’s joy can nothing sever,
For I am
His dear lamb,
He, my Shepherd ever.
I am His because He gave me
His own blood
For my good,
By His death to save me.
(LSB 756:2-4)
✠ In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit ✠
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